FOR YOU

FOR U....... FOR SO LONG I WAITED,PLAYED THE BACK SEAT,LET HIM LIE TO ME THE ULTIMATE DEFEAT.....CRUSHED IN AN INSTANT SO I STAYED DISTANT KEPT MY EYES CLOSELY ON U CAUSE MY MIND WAS SO PERSISTENT....HAD TO KNOW YOUR NAME,WANTED TO PLAY YOUR GAME SCARED TO PUT QUARTERS IN I WAS SO LAME....PUT THE BLAME ON HIM,HE SAID HE GOT THE TRIM,DAMN NO ONE NEVER KNEW HOW BAD I WANTED TO DESTROY HIM......HEART DIM FULL OF GRIM TO THIS DAY I DESPISE HIM......FOR SO LONG I BLOCKED U OUTTA MY VISIONS TILL THAT DAY I SAW U AND I KNEW IT WAS PRECISION-TIMING.......IF U RESPONDED THAT WAS ONE STEP CLOSER SO I SENT THE FRIEND REQUEST......WHEN U ACCEPTED....A WEIGHT WAS LIFTED OFF MY SHOULDERS.....FOR THE LONGEST....... I LONGED FOR U....FOR THE LONGEST .....I WROTE SONGS FOR U.......LATER ON I BUILT THE COURAGE UP TO SIMPLY SPEAK,WHEN U INBOXED BACK HELL MY KNEES GOT WEAK......WEAK AIN'T THE WORD I WAS SHOCKED LIKE MY BODY HAD BEEN FROZEN-TEMP DROP,SO WE INBOXED BACK AND FORTH I WAS THROWED CAUSE THIS WAS SOMEONE I LONG ADORED...CONSIDERED IT AN HONOR THAT WE CONVERSED,HER CONVO WAS LIGHT YEARS FROM THIS UNIVERSE....THEN WE SWITCHED NUMBERS LIKE -STONE COLD I'M THINKIN HELL YEAH...SHE MADE ME NERVOUS,STUMBLE OVER MY VOCAB,HAD ME FUMBLING LIKE MCNABB.......SO STILL I KEPT MY COMPOSURE,TRY TO GET CLOSER.....CLOSER .....AND CLOSER......WE BOTH HAD BACKGROUNDS SO HOW COULD THIS WORK NOW?....IF IT'S INEVITABLE LET IT FLOW ON THE LOW NOW....LOW TO A WHISPER NO ONE EVER KNEW I KISSED HER......TO BE CONTINUED....AND THAT'S WHERE OUR SOULS FIRST MET A COLLISION IN MY LIFE THAT I NEVER WILL FORGET,NO INSURANCE WAS NEEDED TO FIX THIS AN IMPACT DEEPLY MADE AND I NEVER LOOKED BACK.....CAUGHT UP IN THE MOMENT GOT ME REAL LIVE WALKIN IN A COMA LOVE SICK-PNEUMONIA....PARALYZED BY HER SCENT WHEN IN HER PRESENCE GAVE HER A NICKNAME-SUGA MA MOST DEFINITE....TOLD HER HOW I USE TO RIDE UP AND DOWN THE BLOCK HOPING SHE WOULD NOTICE FLAG ME DOWN TELL ME TO STOP....YEARS LATER WHO WOULD'VE IMAGINED WITH EVERYTHING GOING ON THIS MIRACLE WOULD HAPPEN...IN PURE UNCONTROLLABLE BLISS.....I FEEL LIKE EDWARD WHEN I'M AROUND MS......SHE KNOW WHO SHE IS HELPED DRIED MY TEARS,HELP CONQUER MY FEARS.,WHEN THE BEAST ACTS UP SHE'S THE ONLY ONE TO MAKE HIM........CHILL.......TO BE CONTINUED....SHE NEVER KNEW I TRIED TO BACK AWAY HONESTLY I WAS SCARED OF WHAT WAS BUILDING UP...... BUT YET SOMETHING MADE ME STAY,A CRUSH NAW I'M WAY PAST GOT HER NAME CIRCULATING THROUGH MY BODY LIKE BLOOD FLOW....I OFTEN DISCUSSED THIS WITH MY BIG BROTHER ASKING WHAT WAS WRONG WITH ME HIS REPLY LOL LIL BRAH SHE CARESSED YA SOUL LIKE NO OTHER.....IT ALL MADE SENSE THEN,COMING UP HOW I CAME UP NEVER THOUGHT I'D BE CAUGHT SLIPPING.......DAMN ....NOW IT'S LIKE I'M NOT AT EASE WITHOUT HER,IF ION HEAR FROM HER AT LEAST ONCE A DAY I'M HELLA WORRIED ABOUT HER.....SHE ALWAYS TELL ME BAE U DON'T HAVE TO WORRY SO MUCH,I'M A BE ALRIGHT-TRUST.....MS SUCH AND SUCH.....A SIMPLE TOUCH...I MEAN THE SLIGHTEST TOUCH FROM HER REALLY IT DON'T TAKE MUCH.....GOT MY NOSE WIDE AND I CAN'T HIDE....AT A LOST FOR WORDS.....SIGH......I SENT HER A TEXT AND SAID"MA I NEED YOU ASAP" HER REPLY...."I GOTCHA,I'M A MAKE IT HAPPEN"-ENTRAPMENT.....CAPTIVATING....MY SOUL YEARN FOR HER LOVE,YEARNS FOR HER KISS,YEARNS FOR HER......BLISS ...OUR SOULS CONNECT WE'RE INFUSED.......WE ARE HUMAN LIKE THE NEXT,JUST FINED TUNED TO A GALAXY TO THE UNTRAINED EYE-DON'T EXIST......WE COEXIST AND SOOOO COHERENT TO ONE ANOTHERS FEELINGS,THAT SHE KNOW WHEN BIG DADDY AIN'T FEELING IT AND PROCEEDS TO MAKE ME FEEL IT.....HELL IM RAMBLING ON AND ON AND ON TO IT MAY SEEM....BUT I'M SO IN LOVE WITH HER,THAT I CAN BARELY SLEEP AT NIGHT CAUSE MY REALITY......IS BETTER THAN MY DREAMS......THE THINGS U DO......